Believe it or not, I completely forgot about my blog and accidentally rediscovered it after looking up my name on Google around 7 o'clock this morning. Holy cow! I'm a damn good writer if I really apply myself. Well 2012 and 2013 were "horrible" years in which I suffered financially, nearly faced apartment eviction, and could not find a decent job to save my soul. Talk about disastrous! I could not wait for 2013 to end and here it is, late September, and 2014 will be over in several weeks. What have I been doing? Well I didn't lose my apartment, thank goodness, but when though bedbugs, roaches and even an onslaught of flies. Mind you, I keep my place as tidy as possible even with four adult cats. So I'm ready to "move on" at some point and my lease expires in January 2015. We'll see how that goes. Yearly rent increase should be 1% this time around so I might manage to stay through 2016 if that's where the Universe wants me to be. Do I want to stay there? Not really but I have to figure out if staying in NYC is doable or it's time to get the heck out of dodge.
I have a day job now working in customer service since February. I don't want to go on any tangents regarding present employment but my intention is NOT staying here past a year or at least 18 months. I'm already looking ahead for much better opportunities. In fact, I recently enrolled in a metaphysical doctorate degree program from University of Sedona, a non-secular accreditation which requires intense distance learning. I'm ready for this! I've been ready for change since late spring. I'm tired of settling for less knowing I deserve more but progress starts with me. I still conduct intuitive readings but getting away from woo woo psychic stuff and more into counseling and parapsychology. Instead of giving away "easy answers", I empower the client to dig deep -- really deep -- to unravel spiritual truths. The trigger behind my decision to focus on self empowerment was a session I had with a young lady at my home earlier this year who didn't want to hear anything else but what she wanted to hear. She then claimed the consultation was unsatisfactory and proceeded to get her money back which was unsuccessful on her part. I declared never, ever giving away feelgood info if the recipient is only open to bit pieces.
I'm at work now typing the latest goings on. My grandmother died last year and I'll have to blog about that experience another time. Also I'm trying to get closer to my parents - mom in particular - but we're so different on so many levels it's hard to relate sometimes. I guess that's the case with many parent-child relationships especially when parents are senior citizens and need a little extra TLC now and then.
Back to the doldrums I return. Universe please save me!
Until next time...
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
Saturday, November 3, 2012
My childhood fears...
I'm first generation Sesame Street born two years before its debut in 1969. I've seen current Big Bird (no I don't watch present day Sesame Street)...and he's nice, sweet, not evil.
Did I say "evil"?
Sorry Jim Henson (RIP) but the first few Big Birds from my youth were scary and evil as hell.
What the fekk? I couldn't even look at this thing as a 4 year old. Gave me serious creeps until BB changed in the 1970s, thank God.
Don't believe early Big Bird was evil?
"Daddy!!!!" Screamed a frightened preschooler on East 175th Street in the Bronx. Jim, we love you but BIG BIRD WAS EVIL!
Thank God BB mellowed out for future generations...sans the evilness...
But the nightmares I had as a kid... those are moments in time never to be salvaged again. Now, as far as Snuffy in his first days...
You're kidding me right? Devil incarnate!! What were the producers THINKING???
Long live Sesame Street, even if we old timers are scarred for life... but we learned how to read before kindergarten.
Did I say "evil"?
Sorry Jim Henson (RIP) but the first few Big Birds from my youth were scary and evil as hell.
What the fekk? I couldn't even look at this thing as a 4 year old. Gave me serious creeps until BB changed in the 1970s, thank God.
Don't believe early Big Bird was evil?
"Daddy!!!!" Screamed a frightened preschooler on East 175th Street in the Bronx. Jim, we love you but BIG BIRD WAS EVIL!
Thank God BB mellowed out for future generations...sans the evilness...
But the nightmares I had as a kid... those are moments in time never to be salvaged again. Now, as far as Snuffy in his first days...
You're kidding me right? Devil incarnate!! What were the producers THINKING???
Long live Sesame Street, even if we old timers are scarred for life... but we learned how to read before kindergarten.
Three years? Really?
I can't believe how quickly time flies! I haven't touched this blog since 2009! Wow! Since then, I moved, Maggie passed away, I adopted 4 new kitties, have a day job, working on my independent business, so on and so forth.
Plus, my 89 year old granny Elizabeth suffers from dementia and has been quite forgetful -- to the point it's impacted her mental health obviously.
And in the midst of all this, New York City has seen 2 hurricanes and all sorts of weird weather since 2011.
Can it get more bizarre?
Stay tuned and see...
Plus, my 89 year old granny Elizabeth suffers from dementia and has been quite forgetful -- to the point it's impacted her mental health obviously.
And in the midst of all this, New York City has seen 2 hurricanes and all sorts of weird weather since 2011.
Can it get more bizarre?
Stay tuned and see...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Sorry for not blogging!
Well... I'd promised a weekly blog of tarot card interpretations but it seems I'm putting that on hold indefinitely. Can't seem dedicated (or devoted) enough to blog even on a semi-regular basis. I love writing but just not feeling very motivated. I'm trying to jump start (again) a more social life in terms of dating and meeting new people (guys). But that's another adventure in of itself. I had wanted to go out Saturday night but after getting doused in heavy rainfall earlier in the day, I didn't even bother venturing out again. Sigh. It's pathetic. I can't seem to get around to being out there... I mean, I went out today and enjoyed myself. But it's not the same. Something's missing and I'm not sure what it is. Sometimes, I think moving out of New York City is the answer; but there's always the same energy pulling me back. So I never move anywhere else. At least I'm going to be busy this month with a couple of holistic / psychic events...really psyched about that! Really looking forward to expanding my practice with new clients (fingers crossed), as well as inspiring current ones to keep me in mind for consultations...
Anyway, I'm still employed and that's my daily routine (ho-hum)...only if I could do something else... My job is so lackluster and dead-end (and so corporate)... I'm not even "there" half the time.
I'll finish this entry with: I may not be the most articulate writer, but it helps me contemplate my options. See you soon!
Anyway, I'm still employed and that's my daily routine (ho-hum)...only if I could do something else... My job is so lackluster and dead-end (and so corporate)... I'm not even "there" half the time.
I'll finish this entry with: I may not be the most articulate writer, but it helps me contemplate my options. See you soon!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Tarot Telescope – Week of September 13 2009
Every Sunday, I interpret two randomly selected tarot cards for the week ahead on Tarot Telescope and closely examine vibrations, energies, and frequencies affecting humankind collectively. Rather than an advice column or giving predictions, the cards empower and enlighten for the best and highest good for our divinatory journeys.
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Ace of Swords and Eight of Cups.
To quote John 8:32, Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. The truth comes in many forms, through many devices. Truths are innocent or perplexing. Once digesting truth, your mindset becomes focused and you're ready to embrace eternal freedom and happiness. This is a time of exploring deeper truths, releasing you from convoluted life patterns and circumstances. The Ace of Swords identifies with getting to "the bottom" or clearing mental clutter to observe visibly (third eye expansion). Your view of life therefore changes, and what you once perceived as "truth" becomes something else entirely different. A chain reaction then offsets an inner quest for emotional fulfillment, seeking higher ground, and eventually walking away from situations (people or places) no longer serving a purpose. Anxieties, tension, strife, and conflicts are strong indicators of coming forward with the truth, either about others, you, or all of the above. You might very well dislike the results and become disillusioned for a period of time; however, the road doesn't stop here. As the journey towards divine truth continues, so does how you see yourself inwardly. Life then becomes more adventurous and less agonizing. The Eight of Cups portray a conclusion after recognizing truth. You then pick yourself up, dust yourself, and begin anew by filling an emotional void through establishing your TRUE identity. This week's cards suggest searching inside for truth which validates and confirms movement towards your personal growth and spiritual evolution. The truth will set you free!
See you next Sunday!
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Ace of Swords and Eight of Cups.
To quote John 8:32, Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. The truth comes in many forms, through many devices. Truths are innocent or perplexing. Once digesting truth, your mindset becomes focused and you're ready to embrace eternal freedom and happiness. This is a time of exploring deeper truths, releasing you from convoluted life patterns and circumstances. The Ace of Swords identifies with getting to "the bottom" or clearing mental clutter to observe visibly (third eye expansion). Your view of life therefore changes, and what you once perceived as "truth" becomes something else entirely different. A chain reaction then offsets an inner quest for emotional fulfillment, seeking higher ground, and eventually walking away from situations (people or places) no longer serving a purpose. Anxieties, tension, strife, and conflicts are strong indicators of coming forward with the truth, either about others, you, or all of the above. You might very well dislike the results and become disillusioned for a period of time; however, the road doesn't stop here. As the journey towards divine truth continues, so does how you see yourself inwardly. Life then becomes more adventurous and less agonizing. The Eight of Cups portray a conclusion after recognizing truth. You then pick yourself up, dust yourself, and begin anew by filling an emotional void through establishing your TRUE identity. This week's cards suggest searching inside for truth which validates and confirms movement towards your personal growth and spiritual evolution. The truth will set you free!
See you next Sunday!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Tarot Telescope – Week of September 6 2009
(A day late cause of Labor Day festivities yesterday)
Every Sunday, I interpret two randomly selected tarot cards for the week ahead on Tarot Telescope and closely look into energies, vibrations, and frequencies affecting us collectively. Rather than an advice column or giving predictions, the cards empower and enlighten for the best and highest good for our divinatory journeys.
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Page of Pentacles and Two of Pentacles.
Adults and children are hitting the books this week in droves; of course, spending money on school supplies probably comes as financial burdens. Over the next several days, I detect a positive shift in abundance through new opportunities for monetary increases or likelihood of unsuspected [government] checks being issued to qualified applicants [of grants or financial assistance]. Furthermore, if you are looking for employment, now is the time to progressively 'hit the pavement'. Rather than sending resumes by e-mail to potential companies, invest in postal mailing. By doing so, it sends a clear message that you are serious and proactive about finding work. Regardless of what the unemployment rates suggest, new jobs are being created. Since summertime is winding now, there's news forthcoming about such possibilities. However, the end results are neither instantaneous nor guaranteed to happen immediately or overnight, thereby taking a bit longer to materialize. It's still imperative to monitor budgets although you may be feeling as if juggling your finances has been going on forever! Temporary setbacks, or a little turbulence with money, may occur but keep your intentions high on the faith radar. As with any challenge or obstacle, the short-term hindrance soon passes but that truly depends on reaction. In addition, some of us could face the possibility of moving (long distance, mileage) to seek better choices. Don't let fear impede from taking monumental leaps. The Universe prepares for a cycle of change, and it begins with our willingness to accept, allow, and advance.
See you next Sunday!
Every Sunday, I interpret two randomly selected tarot cards for the week ahead on Tarot Telescope and closely look into energies, vibrations, and frequencies affecting us collectively. Rather than an advice column or giving predictions, the cards empower and enlighten for the best and highest good for our divinatory journeys.
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Page of Pentacles and Two of Pentacles.
Adults and children are hitting the books this week in droves; of course, spending money on school supplies probably comes as financial burdens. Over the next several days, I detect a positive shift in abundance through new opportunities for monetary increases or likelihood of unsuspected [government] checks being issued to qualified applicants [of grants or financial assistance]. Furthermore, if you are looking for employment, now is the time to progressively 'hit the pavement'. Rather than sending resumes by e-mail to potential companies, invest in postal mailing. By doing so, it sends a clear message that you are serious and proactive about finding work. Regardless of what the unemployment rates suggest, new jobs are being created. Since summertime is winding now, there's news forthcoming about such possibilities. However, the end results are neither instantaneous nor guaranteed to happen immediately or overnight, thereby taking a bit longer to materialize. It's still imperative to monitor budgets although you may be feeling as if juggling your finances has been going on forever! Temporary setbacks, or a little turbulence with money, may occur but keep your intentions high on the faith radar. As with any challenge or obstacle, the short-term hindrance soon passes but that truly depends on reaction. In addition, some of us could face the possibility of moving (long distance, mileage) to seek better choices. Don't let fear impede from taking monumental leaps. The Universe prepares for a cycle of change, and it begins with our willingness to accept, allow, and advance.
See you next Sunday!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Tarot Telescope – Week of August 30 2009
In this first edition of Tarot Telescope, I interpret two randomly selected tarot cards for the week ahead. I will continue Tarot Telescope every Sunday as part of my blog. Tarot Telescope is a way of looking into energies, vibrations, and frequencies affecting us collectively. Rather than an advice column or giving predictions, the cards empower and enlighten for the best and highest good for our life journeys.
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Nine of Pentacles and Temperance.
Combined, these cards suggest a sense of harvesting successes and being eternally grateful for what we have gathered. Through diligence and hard work, the seeds planted long ago manifested into the fruits of our labor, and we are assessing over the goods (or results). It has been a long goal, oftentimes tedious and a struggle, but we overcame challenges and now looking over our crop. Mind you, the work (or divine plan) is not over – far from it! With a sense of completion, it's time to see what is now available in terms of taking what has been reaped to the next level. Keep an open mind with brighter visions by looking beyond current success. It's time to replant seeds for new growth and expansion. Furthermore, it's time to combine the harvested fruits with fresh ingredients, such as ideas, visions, and keen foresight. See yourself as a winemaker. Your harvested grapes, along with natural additives, are now in the process of creating new wine. Once the wine has matured, the taste of your desires becomes everything you imagined. This week, instead of dwelling on being stuck or remaining at a plateau, mix your existing talents with newly found interests or abilities. Your higher self is channeling more broad perspectives, extremely vital to taking what you've already used to higher levels. Follow your instincts and be the winemaker!
See you next Sunday!
This week, I shuffled the deck and pulled Nine of Pentacles and Temperance.
Combined, these cards suggest a sense of harvesting successes and being eternally grateful for what we have gathered. Through diligence and hard work, the seeds planted long ago manifested into the fruits of our labor, and we are assessing over the goods (or results). It has been a long goal, oftentimes tedious and a struggle, but we overcame challenges and now looking over our crop. Mind you, the work (or divine plan) is not over – far from it! With a sense of completion, it's time to see what is now available in terms of taking what has been reaped to the next level. Keep an open mind with brighter visions by looking beyond current success. It's time to replant seeds for new growth and expansion. Furthermore, it's time to combine the harvested fruits with fresh ingredients, such as ideas, visions, and keen foresight. See yourself as a winemaker. Your harvested grapes, along with natural additives, are now in the process of creating new wine. Once the wine has matured, the taste of your desires becomes everything you imagined. This week, instead of dwelling on being stuck or remaining at a plateau, mix your existing talents with newly found interests or abilities. Your higher self is channeling more broad perspectives, extremely vital to taking what you've already used to higher levels. Follow your instincts and be the winemaker!
See you next Sunday!